In my waking up experience I can see that it has not been "a running away from or a running to" situation. I have a family that is not having the same awareness of consciousness as I. It is not their fault, it is the way it is. They are sometimes unhappy about it. But it is not possible to "act" as if I am still dreaming. Many around me think that I am mad or something is "wrong" with me or that I am sick. Well, yes, my body has physical illness but not the mental kind. Yes, I have seen my own madness as well as everyone's. Stepping out of the collective conditioning is not easy but it is also simple to do. It is the effortless endeavor I speak of. The pain does not go away, completely. One does not become numb. One recognizes more clearly the suffering in others instead of being trapped in one's own suffering. I experience emotions but they are no longer obsessive. The emotions become real for the first time. No more need to listen to others who may say you should not feel the way you do. You will just know that what you feel and experience is truth. "Eckhart [Tolle] says A New Earth is about you. 'It will change your state of consciousness or it will be meaningless.' (p. 7) How will you know if your state of consciousness is changing? There is one certain criterion by which you can measure your success in this practice: The degree of peace that you feel within." 
(taken from 'Tips for Reading A New Earth' )  He says that peace underlies your being. Yep.

March 7, 2008

Transmutation Light Vehicles

I use copper wire and fibers to knit/knot/weave/sew 3-D lines into sculptural forms/vessels. These vessels are conductive containers for 'inner+outer' electro-magnetic energy. Infused with 4-D/5-D energy; the vessels serve as receptacles for releasing constriction/dissolving constraints and neutralizing opposition. They 'hold in' and 'let out' simultaneously.

goes beyond words and speaks quietly through the language of the open heart

V-nus & Muraenidae & Naja

Lovevolve

so what you are talking about is

, truly,

how the shift in consciousness is

the answer for the one non-answer

THE GREAT EQUALIZER

Dear Eckhart,

I could say that my awakening process began in 1981, perhaps it has been happening my entire "life", in this body, which would be marked by 1956. In 1981 I had a brief (8 day) meeting/encounter/experience with a person that I would come to know as a catalyst for knowing "my" True Nature. I ran away from this person, in fear, at the end of the 8 days. Years later, for reasons I did not understand, I searched for this person (among others) due to lucid dreams I was experiencing. All I knew was, he had been kind to me in a time of intense emotional chaos. I "thought" I had received something powerful from the location (like an energy vortex) but now Know that our connection was/Is about Waking Up to Consciousness of Love. Universal Love. A memory in the cellular body of knowing who I AM. The beauty of soul connection, synchronicity, telepathy comes from Grace through the Way It Is.

Heart Home

A Pond for a Couple of Gnomes

Bringer of Peace

I can see a "progression" into peace in my experience. I can see the entirety of my life in gratitude. All the pain and misery served a purpose. Every step, every moment brings me here, now. Intellectually you know we only experience the now. We do not experience the past or the future, but sometimes we can see the entire life experience as a whole and that extends in front of and behind the present, in one moment. I write but who is writing? What directs me now? My brain/mind is functioning but it is somewhat automatic, without effort. What comes next, it just flows. It may be meaningless and that is fine.

Free Artplay

My primary purpose is to allow awareness. Out of this state is the birthing of creativity into play. The mission is to create knit vessels/light catchers and send one to anyone who wishes to own an artplay.

Send me an email with "Vessel" in the subject line and a request for a piece. I will mail one to you. If you are moved to make a monetary donation or trade after you have received your "vessel" you may do so!* (You are not obligated to!)
*I may need shipping reimbursement but I leave that up to you.
doreen@doreenconnors.com